i am publishing this post from my work.its about 3 days that M has left Iran. and every thing of my life is related somehow to his presence. i am doing my jobs just as before.every thing is passing trough just like every other day. i come here and come back to home. last night i had a very bad sleeping. i was awaking every 1 hour. now i am here and tommorow im going to tourism organization to sign some documents.every thing is heppening in a way and i should think that every thing is under control.even if it is not as i wanted. but it is passing trough